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Friday, November 30, 2007


you know the world can see us,
in a way that's different
than who we are
creating space between us,
'til we're separate hearts

mornin was spent goin to ulu pandan cc. lols, funny story. met up with yh n jh at the mrt, walked to the underpass, then we thought we would get there, so told wc there was no need to direct us le, but the next min we realised we were lost, so ended up callin him. hahas, but, due to mis- communication we got even more lost. hahahs. then after i put jh on the phne, we got to the right place, which goes to show, im bad with directions. hahas. ulu pandan cc is a huge place, 9 floors. after we met up with ai lao shi, we went to help the kids. make up n stuff. there was this super cute 4 yr old kid. so adorable. thn yh went to help backstage while jh n i went to help with the sound n lighting,. wc met us for lunch where i had a "disturbin" lunch. hahhas.

auditions that night was rather tiring. went there at 8 but liu lao shi onli came at 945. the few of us had a good chat before that. did some stuff during the audition, realli tiring. hahas.went for supper at lau pat sat after tat. kopi o were there too. after tat everyone called it a night. losin my voice soon. horrible sore throat.



valentine's day/8:16 PM



Thursday, November 29, 2007



following WITHOUT complaint .
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours .
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged !


I have been tagged by yun hui


FAVOURITES
Favourite Colour: black, purple and green.
Favourite Food: DONUTS :D
Favourite Movie: The holiday.(<3>
Favourite Sport: swimming n jogging.
Favourite Day: friday.
Favourite Season: winter.
Favourite Ice-cream: ben and jerry and mud pie! .


CURRENTS
Current Mood: lost :)
Current Clothes: pyjamas
Current Desktop: window XP
Current Time: 11:30 pm
Current Surroundings: peaceful.
Current Annoyance: weather.


FIRST
First Best Friend: vanessa.
First Lie: cant rmb.
First Music: cant mrb.


LASTS
Last drink:water.
Last Car Ride: just nw
Last Crush:ages ago.
Last Phone Call: at 12, conference
Last CD played: yst.
Have you ever dated one of your good friends: yeap
Have you ever broke the law: Yes.
Have you ever been arrested: nopee.
Have you ever been on TV: once
Have you ever kissed someone you don`t know: NO


Random
5 things you are good at: reading, sleeping, conferencing, going out and eating :D
4 things you've done today: sleep, watch tv, go out; conference
Things you can hear right now: sound of the tv.
5 People to tag: vanessa, vanessa, zhi xian, cs and brenda.


valentine's day/7:24 AM



Tuesday, November 27, 2007



Donut Cravin fulfilled.

today was mundane as usual. went for breakfast/lunch with grandma n stuff at safra. after eatin met up with brenda n van n played pool. hahahs our pool skills have seriously deteriorated. but nvm, we had fun. hahhas. after tat went central. i seriously think i was such a pig, for lunch i had pepper lunch meal, 12 mini donuts and caramel ice cream, o ya, drink too. hahhas im becomin such a pig, but food is so irrisistable. n diets are nt meant for me. hahhas i dont believe in starvin myself, but excercisin is gd. so after i came back i finally resumed joggin. hahhas. o ya, van was zi highin jus nw again. being totally lame n random. hahhas. ok tats bought it for today. dono if have con ltr on.. (:


valentine's day/1:40 AM



Saturday, November 24, 2007


disenchanted by your words
so dazed, so lost.
but a sense of relief is crawling in
finally been set free and its the end of implications.

today is kinda borin. nothin much to do, woke up early cause it has become a habit for me these past 6 days. watched tv, used com, msged ppl. yea tats abt it, dont feel like goin out, so didnt meet them. had a random convo last nite. hahas. suddenly feel so weird without havin to wake up early or havin nothin to do. seriously miss school and camp now, both are over le. bored.




valentine's day/9:36 PM
















loads of photos today. today was a serious sentimental day, everyone had waterworks. the performance from the grp went quite smoothly, even though we were soft cause of the mikes. the games was fun too. wan yong pin was done every well by them n jasmine n i had fun playin ding deng da yan.lao gong cried after the grp dance, leadin me to tears too. nvr expected my self to miss this camp, but i truly do. friendships were formed and everyone became closer through these 6 days. im realli gonna miss them so much. after the performance n stuff we had the buffet thingy, some went off but the rest of us who stayed had a lot of fun, we dance, shouted, played, and now every bone in my body is sore, but i dont care, cause we had a lot of fun and i feel realli glad to have known this ppl. i miss u guys loads. meet up soon kay? MU NAI YI!


valentine's day/5:17 AM



Thursday, November 22, 2007



been in drama camp these few days, it started off realli bad for me due to some issues i had with my mom, but im glad i went. formed bonds there with ppl i would have nvr known. n they are all a bunch of great ppl. realli nice. well, 2 more days till camp ends, im realli gonna miss them, its been a hell of a ride. realli enjoyed myself.
mu nai yi, woosh!



valentine's day/5:56 AM



Sunday, November 18, 2007


as time passes you by,
you become negligent to certain things.
only when it is shown to you right in your face
will you realise of its importance.

CHALET
well, chalet was quite fun, onli bad thing was that it was to short, no choice since prom n grad day was th nxt day. first day of chalet was spent singin ktv n buyin barbecue stuff for the barbecue. at nite was the barbecue followed by the "cold" jacuzzi. well, it was amusin enough, a cold jacuzzi, but somehow, everyone had fun. i had yet again over estimated my own booze lvl. im a serious bad drunk, n the worst thing is i dont even no, sad thing is, there is evidence against me. talk abt embarrassment. hopefully, they never see the light of day. apparently, i did some weird stuff tat nite, things i never expected myself to do. hahahs lols. well, grad day was alrite, prom was fun. seein ur classmates and frens transformations was fun.everyone looked absolutely marvelous. that nite after prom was an interestin and perhaps addictive one. hahhas, shall leave it at that.

FAREWELL
boyfren's farewell was a sob fest, everythin wasnt goin tat well in the mornin, perhaps because of me, i was bein obnoxious in the mornin, had no idea why either, jus felt super moody. totally apologise to you guys. anyway, after we reached the airport, the idea that julie was leavin didnt sink in yet. cs and the others kept remindin me nt to start cryin, otherwise, it would be even tougher for julie when she leaves. i agreed and realli tried to, however, when it was time for her to go, i jus couldnt help it, had to turn away, but it didnt help, cause julie cried and so did everyone else. it was realli tough to stop cryin, julie was a great fren to me these past 2 yrs, it was realli tough for me to see her leave. but eventually, we stopped cryin. despite the fact that we would keep in contact, ill still miss her bad, she was my house of dead 4 partner, sounds lame, but it realli means smth. its onli been a day, but even today, i had to resist the urge to ask her out. ill miss her much, but thankfully, technology is advanced. hahhahs.

well, off to camp tmr



valentine's day/7:09 AM



Friday, November 09, 2007


Ghost of you and me

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul

Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will this night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me


valentine's day/4:25 AM





love is a complicated issue.
ive been a councilor to my frens many times and vice versa on this issue, despite everything, everyone still tries to to fall in love, as though it was a grand thing, to a certain extend, i guess thats true. the feeling of someone loving you and taking care of you is somewhat comforting. but the hurt that a person can feel from it is just horrible, unbelievable that it can be survived from, but it can. so doing foolish things when you're out of love is just stupid. it may feel as though its the onli thing left to be done, but its not. and there is no point in doing it, cause you'll just end up hurting yourself. everyone's been down that road, but the support from your friends makes everything better, even just a little. we've all been hurt, but sometimes, despite the heartache, you have to remind yourself, even if its hard, that its these experiances that make you a better person instead of letting it beat you down.


this whole post is dedicated to __. please, dont be foolish, i no you will read my blog, so please, we are all worried about you, we love you, so please dont do anything stupid, you can always talk to us. i know its hard but try to be strong, you know you can. we'll alw be there.



valentine's day/1:34 AM



Thursday, November 08, 2007


im gonna miss boyfriend loads, she's leaving and its so soon. im gonna miss all the times that we spent.its onli been 2 years but we've been tight. time passes by so fast, despite all our bickering and such, i realli love her loadsss and im realli gonna miss her. all the times that we spent, all the laughter we shared together, all that is just irreplaceable. everyone is goin to hve a sobfest at the airport and i dont think ill b able to stop. some good things have to come to an end i guess. im just bein sentimental again.


loves <3>


valentine's day/2:56 AM



Wednesday, November 07, 2007


As the days draw nearer,
the idea of you leaving finally sinks in.
time just keeps getting faster,
while the time we spend just gets lesser.

bloggin cause someone claims my blog is dead :D.
today was prom dress shoppin with the girls. my feet is officially killin me. met up with julie and may in the mornin and went dress huntin, luckily for me, my dress hunt was satisfied long ago. msged B and went on with our shoppin. after a long day of walking around shops, we finally settled with a dress and hees for julie, low met us, so did qian and cs. went off to my mom's shop and looked for heels and dresses again. i finally got the perfect prom shoes. hee. while may and i was walkin, pl n cs were commentin how may n i looked like a pl couple jus cause we both were wearin shorts and cardigan and had straight hair, then she asked us to hold hands then she took photo -.-" hahahs, lame.


went over to marina but cs and qr had to go off first, then may found her perfect dress. super happy can. hahhas. then went over to subway for a super late dinner, then low came over and we did some stuff. yeap, tired but cant wait till tmr. east coast. 7 more days till boyfriend goes to america. saddens


loves.

boyfriend<3

wonderful memories


valentine's day/7:58 AM



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